The time has come, to let these pages go, along with the nightmare that has ensued.  My life is sooo much more beautiful than this, and I am choosing to LIVE it.  I am a little over a week away from the surgery of my lifetime, and I need to find all the strength I can for the days ahead.

My marriage is a loss, the last 8 years are a loss, but I am still intact.  Sad, but intact.  I am worthy of an amazing future, and I am looking forward to it.  I have a lot to offer someone, and somehow, I understand that this man did me a favor.  My best days are ahead of me, and they are REAL, TRUE, and FULL of love….. a very deserving love.  I have let this take too much of my soul, and I can say he didn’t earn that.  Nobody does.  If they take away from your life, and don’t add to it, don’t strengthen you and lift you up, don’t believe in you and support you, if they walk out when you are in your darkest hour, it’s more than time to move on!!

Having said that, please come join me over at http://www.fromthisiknow.com, as it will carry the “brighter days” I have ahead of me.  I am leaving this dark place, and moving forward.  Thanks for the encouragement.