From my view behind these pretty framed windows……. looking out. Tired of projecting an image that is no longer a definition of who I am. I am a suburban Housewife……. and Mother of 3 boys, and 3 boy dogs. The testosterone in my breathing zone is overwhelming, and up until now, I have always believed I was mean enough to handle it.
As a Christian woman from the South/Mid-West, I am taught to honor and cherish my husband, but that has run it’s course…….. for the sake of sanity, this blog was born. Expect it to be funny, and if not positive, at least full of positively pissed off moments, hopeful to be solution oriented, and TOTALLY a form of “Ventage” perspective that the real world does not accept, nor want any part of. I play a part on the outside, but the inside has one MAD Housewife just dying to come out.
Ready to get this journey started!! Come along……
UPDATE: Sept. 13th, 2012 my husband took me to have an injection, brought me home from the hospital, brought me a sprite, kissed me on the forehead, went to work, and never came home. Didn’t even take a toothbrush. Everything he owns is still here, intertwined with our daily lives. Everything is where he last used it, last left it, as if he died. My blog was discovered, and I have now gone public with it. The freedom of REAL is a powerful thing. There is a community of AMAZING friendship and love out there to be cherished, and when we keep to ourselves, we rob ourselves of the people that God has placed all around us to make our circumstances more bearable. There seems to be no means to an end regarding the tragic circumstances I am walking through with the man I love….. my health is the only battle I have the strength to fight for now. I chose to document my journey, primarily to document from where I have come, but also, because speculation can be a VERY dangerous thing, so I chose to share my own truth. Only vague details are included, because details are useless matters to focus on. I chose strength, authenticity, honor, dignity and prayer. I can’t wait to see how this story will end….. It is a journey indeed.
